Now Listening: 古巨基 - 路边摊....

oh dear, heard tat a fren of mine is hospitalised... guess he'll be spending his Bdae in SGH.. haiz.. anyway, happy b dae bingwei!!.. dun even noe if he'll be reading this..

whew.. finally can go home.. stupid old man.. boon how!!!!!! dun worry, tat's not my fren, his usually the oldest person in any camp.. guess u ppl noe wat i meant.. hehehe

hey all.. long time no blog properly liao.. finally can sit down in the office, enjoying the super instant ceral drink, relax and slowly do watever i want. y? cos.. today no duty for me!! ahahhaha.. wat more... tml i'm on off !@#!$!@$ :D

wat can i update? after doing so many duties and staying in camps, i've become a log (mu tou) .. cant tink. spend most of my time staring @ the screen now.. well, i've got 3 sunday duties in october... haiz. hope by then got enuf ppl such tat i can siam.. just hope.. haha.. as for army life, all i want to reveal is: MY ORD DATE IS ON 050505, YESH, NOT TYPO, IT'S 5TH MAY 2005!

recently borrowed a few books on HTML. hope i can finish them and be familiarised with it.. think it's a beri useful thing. and.. ya.. MAC-craze muel, yar, i do agree wif u (or is it ptus) tat mac is a rather special tool, but haha.. think i can only get it when i have the $$.. which is.. when i start to work. mac is too exquisite and classy for me now.. well, for those mac-id10t.. well, think u ppl should go and find out more about it.. tink the stuff are beri koolllllll..

btw, since quite a number of ppl are asking where can dl the midi i playing now.. so.. here's the answer: NAH .. for those who dunno, this is one of the tracks played in the movie Windstruck..

oh ya, b4 i 4get.. harpi mooncake dae. enjoy

sorry peeps for those who been to my blog jus to see.. er.. no updates.. oh well, recently my life been simple.. it all began on wednesdae.. guard duty, work(thu), guard duty(fri), gohome slp(sat), guard duty(sun), go home slp(mon).. so tat's y.

anyway, went to watch harold n kumar on mondae.. ahahhahahahaah simply a rubbish show.. if u intent to luf all out, that's the show to watch.. total crap..

recently out of idea on wat to write. anyway, here's something about anger-management determined by your zodiac.. selectively (due 2 special reason heeehee)

TAURUS: April 21 May 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose yr cool, people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you'll be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are cornered or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

LIBRA: September 22 October 22

Did someone say that you're the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You're very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is yo! ur capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO: October 23 November 21

Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour(manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdaindisregard) for lesser mortals (humans). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose, and you are raring to give your peace of mind to the 1st person who tries to act funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous(extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft >hissing tone, for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill & loud, & you do hate drawing attention to yourself. When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.

SAGITTARIUS: November 22 December 20

You're insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.

veri to for me uhh

oh ya.. b4 i 4get, harpi bdae gareth.. dun be too sad... :D

try this, Doubutsu uranai.. me a yellow cheetah...

You are Yellow Cheetah type, who is earnest, honest and a good natured person well liked by all those people around. Nevertheless, you sometimes like to play tricks like children and therefore, often regarded to be younger than your actual age. You try to live life truthfully to reach your objective, and are a person of "challenge and seek". You are a born successor, and the praise you get is always more than the actual effort you have put in. So you are able to reach a good position in your career, and are able to go into any occupation you wish. Your natural sensitivity is briiliant; you have an excellent memory and are full of knowledge on many different fields. Your flamboyant atmosphere attracts opposite sex. You tend to be a person of pride and little bit self-conscious. When something unexpected comes up, you can be weak. But if you can work with the others and do not come up with dogmatic opinion, then ways to overcome the unexpected can be found. You are prepared to spend money on hobbies, but not on something you are unconvinced. You are born to be successful in society, but if you tend to be too dogmatic, then that natural fortune will get weaker. You should be careful especially when you get to the middle age. You are more suited, and are able to gain success by working on your own, than to work in an organization.

oh.. fortunately 4 me, i din really have to do duty for the whole thrusday.. whew! but going for duty tml. and so.. apologies jean, got to push back our appt.. hmm.. was reading wat jacqueline sent me.. something about astrology. for me, it goes like this:

Bold, dashing and spirited. It's a bit difficult to keep pace with you - whether it is in your movements or in your speech. You like to be free as the wind that blows, quite uncaring of the effect you may have on your surroundings. You could not care less and hate being in an atmosphere that is physically or emotionally claustrophobic. Somewhat lacking in tact, your foot-in-the-mouth syndrome could do with a little thought. Nevertheless, you are honest but more than a little tactless. Sagittarians are ambitious - always aiming higher than the goal they initially set for themselves. You love challenges and are too full of energy to sit still. Although you see yourself more as a sportsperson than an intellectual, you secretly enjoy reading, writing, and exploring subjects unknown to you. You are a good learner and would do extremely well as an academician. You are quite popular, albeit a bit unconventional and are loyal to your friends. Many of you enjoy the patronage of influential people but unfortunately; you will also have your share of enemies who mean serious harm. You are often driven by excitement and can be a bit ungainly when in this state; sweeping gestures tend to send things flying. You are sometimes insecure and edgy. You tend to doubt your decisions and judgement. The advice is - trust your instinct. Avoid going by what people tell you if you want to succeed in your work.

was so happy when i read this. kinda spot on.. things like i like to be as free as the wind (doesnt it sounds like the guy in 'Windstruck'? kekekez. as for the popurlarity factor!!!??? i dunno.. cos i dun tink so bah.. anyway, was feeling good until i reached the last sentence...

A word of caution though -- your instincts may not work too well when you are betting, gambling and speculating, and you may end up losing heavily.

wah lao aei! so zhun. no wonder i keep losing... if only my instincts for betting were as accurate as this...haiz

wah liew.. today guard duty.. full-time, which means.. will be doing for the whole day. from morning to tml morning. sianz... nv in my life had such a thing

finally, got the 1st step oredi. booked the basic theory on 22/09/04...

one thing tat i dun really like about the JE library. The magazine colln is so jumbled up tat... i can hardly find wat i wanted (i can easily get those in other libs).. also, the catalogue search there.. very guai4.. while keying in the keywords of your search, when u press backspace, u'll realise tat, instead of the usual 1, 2 characters will be removed.. wah liew.. it's damn irritating when u use it. anyway, think the library will be a hit for ppl like jinye.. y? cos there a large sofa bag (or watever u call tat) where u can jus lie on it n nuaaaaaaa.... all the way..

anyway, still have lots of things undone.. i mean.. not done..haven do.. borrowed books tat i haven read, haven go n learn the fundamentals of HTML n Dreamweaver.. haven go n save $$, always in the red during the 3rd week of the mth..driving.. when am i going to start wif registering for the basic theory????. n the list goes on... when will i accomplish any of those??

n.. yanling, dun worry.. i've not 4gotten about ur bloggy... heeee

oh dear.. watched Windstruck... again. it's my second time yesterday. borrowed the VCD from my frend. anyway, once again, my tear ducts at work.. i dunno why.. am i feeling touched? or is it sadness? or it's my jealousy? i dunno.. mixed feelings... maybe u call tat jiak pa-lang feelings.

even though it was my second time, n i still remember the scenes, and i noe wat will happen next.. but..@ no point i felt bored.. i cant explain y.. i think.. if i'm going to watch for another 5..or even 10 times, i think i will still enjoy it.. er.. maybe enjoy tat kind of jpl feeling...

oh ya.. now i finally understand y jean had tat display name on MSN: Knocking on Heaven's Door... n think it's my turn to have it now, though it's rather late.. hee :P

pisssed pissed real pissed off.. 4get about fridae n todae....

thursdae had a rather fun time...:P.. poor larry, he probably got his CRV marked by many others..

well, was taking a lift from larry's car to town, so tat i can go home faster.. anyway, while his car stopped near wheelockplace, he wind down the window..n the natural reaction is to.. make noise... hahaha.. so i screamed a little..bleahz

anyway, he's suppose to go for lessons, but end up not going... we plus another 2 dine at the Macs there n then go home.. this bad Larry, u betta go 4 ur lessons..

n.. jean.. now u noe y i msged u yesterdae..

oh ya.. was think something about death. wwas wondering.. wat will i be think right at the moment b4 death. my loved one, the pain, or ... no feeling??? feel like experiencing it....

haha.. relax... not thinking about dying so soon...

recently quite blur blur. went to the cookhouse, where i grabbed my tray, and go to the auntie there. i stare @ her, she stare @ me. I thot wat's wrong. den i realise........... i nv take the plate.. *pengz recently dunno wat's wrong wif me. very tired everydae.haiz.. hope things will get better for moi..